I am so happy that I get to exercise and challenge my body and self to perform at a high level. I refuse to accept being married with children and over the age of 40 as my end game. This is my time to exercising with even more intensity and take care of myself mentally, physically and spiritually. I refuse to give up on myself. I have a beautiful opportunity, why not take advantage of it. That is what I have decided to do, train harder, get stronger, transform my body, and get mentally strong. I love that about myself and my life, I get to be a role model for my children and family. It is not easy. It is challenging and that is why I love it. I have to be strategic and always aware. I can work out for a year and lose all the benefits with a few slip ups on my nutrition and not training. I always have to be on. I am responsible for my life and can never give up on myself. This is my new way of life for myself and family.